Torture Toy

Pain and pleasure blur like spinning stars
I can't even begin to count my endless scars

Take the needles from my eye
Lick the wounds until they dry
I taste like bittersweet sickness
Your poison has made me bloodless

Throw me down and rape me twice
And into the water that feels like ice
Drag the dagger down my spine
Until I beg and shriek and whine

Screaming in my brain - I can't stop this
As if in all of it, there's something amiss

I won't let you quit until I get a turn
To make you cry and twist and burn

The game must be played both ways
Or else all the sweet joy decays
Who will outlast the leather whip?
Which one doesn't mind the steel tip?

I'll make you walk on shiny broken glass
Just to tease, you do a second pass
I smile as you're held by golden chains
You grin fighting the torment's strains

This is our agonizing dance
From suspension to romance
String you up with hooks and wire
Kiss you sweetly when you tire

Now that you're mine, boy
I am your little torture toy